segunda-feira, 28 de junho de 2010
Olho de novo e já não reconheço o que vejo, já não me identifico com nada do que passa por aqui... Fecho os olhos e diante de mim surge uma nova imagem, deve-se apenas a uma memória fotográfica... Já não há nada que me prenda aqui! Sou livre! A liberdade antes de um desejo é uma necessidade! No entanto não sei porque insisto em ficar presa a este pensamento... Tu não sabes... Tu não fazes ideia... Mas eu também não te quero dizer, não te posso dizer... Não vale a pena ne?!
sábado, 19 de junho de 2010
"Hoje em dia para mim vê-lo é como assistir pela décima vez ao cinema paraíso. Continuo a adorar mas já conheço todas as cenas, já decorei todos os diálogos e não falho uma sequência. Ele no fundo é como se fosse família, já faz parte da mobília. Prefiro não pensar se ainda o amo ou não, porque no fundo sei que sim, mas ando a convencer-me de que tenho o direito de me deixar ser amada por outro homem."
Margarida Rebelo Pinto - Não há coincidências
Margarida Rebelo Pinto - Não há coincidências
quarta-feira, 9 de junho de 2010
"All We'd Ever Need "
Boy it's been all this time
And I can't get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me
I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me
Everday I wipe my tears away
So many nights
I've pray for you to say
I should have been chasing you
I should have been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should have said all the things
That I kept inside of me and maybe
I could have made you believe
That what we had was all we ever need
My friends think I'm moving on
But the truth is that
Nobody knows it but me
And I've kept
All the works you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me
But if youre happy
I'll get through somehow
But the truth is that
I've been spinning
I should have been chasing you
I should have been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should have said all the things
That I kept inside of me and maybe
I could have made you believe
That what we had was all we ever need
It was all we'd ever need
Oh, thought it was
All we'd ever need
I should have been chasing you
You should have been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
You should have said all the things
That I kept inside of me and maybe
You could have made you believe
That what we had
Was all we ever need
Was all we'd ever need
quarta-feira, 26 de maio de 2010

"Às vezes é preciso aprender a perder, a ouvir e não responder, a falar sem nada dizer, a esconder o que mais queremos mostrar, a dar sem receber, sem cobrar, sem reclamar. Às vezes é preciso respirar fundo e esperar que o tempo nos indique o momento certo para falar e então alinhar as ideias, usar a cabeça e esquecer o coração, dizer tudo o que se tem para dizer, não ter medo de dizer não, não esquecer nenhuma ideia, nenhum pormenor, deixar tudo bem claro em cima da mesa para que não restem dúvidas e não duvidar nunca daquilo que estamos a fazer.
E mesmo que a voz trema por dentro, há que fazê-la sair firme e serena, e mesmo que se oiça o coração bater desordeiramente fora do peito é preciso domá-lo, acalmá-lo, ordenar-lhe que bata mais devagar e faça menos alarido, e esperar, esperar que ele obedeça, que se esqueça, apagar-lhe a memória, o desejo, a saudade, a vontade.
Às vezes, é preciso partir antes do tempo, dizer: aquilo que mais se teme dizer, arrumar a casa e a cabeça, limpar a alma e prepará-la para um futuro incerto, acreditar que esse futuro é bom e afinal já está perto, apertar as mãos uma contra a outra e rezar a um Deus qualquer que nos dê força e serenidade. Pensar que o tempo está a nosso favor, que a vontade de mudar é sempre mais forte, que o destino e as circunstâncias se encarregarão de atenuar a nossa dor e de a transformar numa recordação ténue e fechada num passado sem retorno que teve o seu tempo e a sua época e que um dia também teve o seu fim.
Às vezes mais vale desistir do que insistir, esquecer do que querer, arrumar do que cultivar, anular do que desejar. No ar ficará para sempre a dúvida se fizémos bem, mas pelo menos temos a paz de ter feito aquilo que devia ser feito. Somos outra vez donos da nossa vida e tudo é outra vez mais fácil, mais simples, mais leve, melhor.
Às vezes é preciso mudar o que parece não ter solução, deitar tudo a baixo para voltar a construir do zero, bater com a porta e apanhar o último comboio no derradeiro momento e sem olhar para trás, abrir a janela e jogar tudo borda-fora, queimar cartas e fotografias, esquecer a voz e o cheiro, as mãos e a cor da pele, apagar a memória sem medo de a perder para sempre, esquecer tudo, cada momento, cada minuto, cada passo e cada palavra, cada promessa e cada desilusão, atirar com tudo para dentro de uma gaveta e deitar a chave fora, ou então pedir a alguém que guarde tudo num cofre e que a seguir esqueça o segredo.
Às vezes é preciso saber renunciar, não aceitar, não cooperar, não ouvir nem contemporizar, não pedir nem dar, não aceitar sem participar, sair pela porta da frente sem a fechar, pedir silêncio, paz e sossego, sem dor, sem tristeza e sem medo de partir. E partir para outro mundo, para outro lugar, mesmo quando o que mais queremos é ficar, permanecer, construir, investir, amar.
Porque quem parte é quem sabe para onde vai, quem escolhe o seu caminho e mesmo que não haja caminho porque o caminho se faz a andar, o sol, o vento, o céu e o cheiro do mar são os nossos guias, a única companhia, a certeza que fizemos bem e que não podia ser de outra maneira. Quem fica, fica a ver, a pensar, a meditar, a lembrar. Até se conformar e um dia então esquecer."
segunda-feira, 24 de maio de 2010
Friends, Lovers or Nothing
"Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
I'll be pouring tear
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be an 'inbetween'
So give it up
You whisper "Come on over"
'Cause you're two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
"Good-bye again"
Think we'll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same
Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be an 'inbetween'
So give it up
Friends, lovers or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be the 'inbetween'
So give it up
We'll never the 'inbetween'
So give it up
Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than I love you is lie!!"
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
I'll be pouring tear
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be an 'inbetween'
So give it up
You whisper "Come on over"
'Cause you're two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
"Good-bye again"
Think we'll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same
Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be an 'inbetween'
So give it up
Friends, lovers or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be the 'inbetween'
So give it up
We'll never the 'inbetween'
So give it up
Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than I love you is lie!!"
sexta-feira, 14 de maio de 2010
Something Inside
When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
So long you’ve been running in circles
'Round what’s at stake
But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
Bridge
It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
So long you’ve been running in circles
'Round what’s at stake
But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
Bridge
It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
segunda-feira, 3 de maio de 2010
Out of words
Was it you who spoke the words
That things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.
Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only dreaming of, of the love
Of the love that I loved
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love
You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of, of)
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free Oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever, never ever ever ever... hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you say
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of,)
And others just read of
and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words
That things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.
Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only dreaming of, of the love
Of the love that I loved
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love
You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of, of)
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free Oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever, never ever ever ever... hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you say
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of,)
And others just read of
and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words
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